I've been having difficulty getting motivated recently. I have lots of work to keep me busy. I am active and still eating well. There are quite a few shifts and changes going on in my life. So I'm just trying to keep up. Spring and summer always seem to be more active times. I love the weather, and the longer days. But I get caught up in the motion. Come fall and winter, I'm usually in and more quiet. Very seasonal I guess.
I'm still trying to learn my way around this little powerful camera.
I'm looking forward to slowing down enough to actually read the guide
book and take some better test shots. But it's that slowing down
issue again. I just can't seem to get myself to do that. I
find myself exhausted. I took a mid-day nap on both Saturday and
Sunday again this weekend. And I can hardly sleep at night.
Biorhythms must be off.
I feel so distracted. I can hardly focus on one
thing. I started writing this entry this morning. That was
before my dogwalking day. After that, I worked at the yoga
studio. Then I went to dinner with a friend I hadn't seen in a
while. Now I'm so tired, I don't know how I'm going to get this
posted. I feel like I'm going to fall over the keyboard.
Every day I have visions of updating and getting caught up on my
journal rounds. But when I get home, I'd much rather fall into
bed. But I don't. I just sit at the computer like a zombie.
I'm seriously considering joining Netflix. I've heard so many great things about it. They offer a 2-week free trial. My DVD player
hasn't arrived yet, so I don't want to sign up too early. But I'm
looking forward to seeing their inventory. I'm excited about all
the documentaries and independent films I will have access to.
And for nights like tonight, it'll be nice to pop in a DVD and curl up
Speaking of bed - I still haven't gone to get the queen bed yet.
But I'm gearing up. In addition to the DVD player, my mom is
sending new bedding [since I don't have queen size sheets] for my
birthday. She's really gone over and above this year.
My birthday is now less than a week away and
I still don't know how I want to celebrate it. That's unusual for
me. But it's been such an eventful month. Maybe I'll just
take it easy on the actual day.
Seriously, can I be any more scattered?