I'm dreaming again. It's been a while since I've experienced this level of prophetic dreaming. Dreams have always been in important part of my life - ever since I could remember. My dreams are vivid, colorful, wild, strange but always in tune with life. As I learn more about how to work with them, I'm reminded of all the many dreams I have had in the past that have prepared me for today. So far this week, every dream has had information for each day as I wake.
I'm in a place of longing today. I suppose it's to be expected with all my recent coveting. Just goes to show, it doesn't serve me to covet. I feel that no matter what I do; the clothes I wear, the food I eat, the songs I play, I'm still not satisfied. Nothing seems to satiate this hunger. Hunger for what?
There's nothing missing from my life. Everything is perfect. If you know me, you understand I believe there's no right or wrong. Everything is absolutely as it should be - even imperfection. In this moment, I have breath, I have food, I have shelter, I have love. I have everything I need. So then, what is this longing? This ache. This unconscious desire. I feel as though I'm on the edge of my seat, waiting for something ... something to happen? ... something to come? ... something to manifest? I don't know.
I'm sure it's all part of the ebb and flow of life. I come to this place often enough. Hormones. The weather. The day. Time of year. I'm affected by it all.
It was this time last year when I started to make some important changes. Big changes. Scary changes. Perhaps it's just that. Looking back today, I am validated by my spirit's ability to carry me through some of the toughest moments in life. I didn't know what was to come back then. I just knew I had to walk through the unknowing - the unknown territory. I wasn't blindfolded but I certainly couldn't see a moment in front of me.
As a creator, I have to be real careful and clear about what I'm longing for. It's important to leave doors and windows open by not being too specific in my thoughts. Because as all creation begins with a single thought, it will manifest.