So, as it turns out, I'm not crazy. And I'm not manic - a little dramatic, maybe - but not manic. I'm just human! ::sigh:: I've said it before, and I will probably always come back to this place: Gotta ride the waves. There are great lessons in those low lows. I was on the floor last night, begging Spirit to show me truth, the way, the light. When I really needed to be right where I was. I knew it, even as I was in it. Not saying I liked it. Definitely not saying it was comfortable. But I knew I was okay. I am okay. That's a constant.
Woke up exhausted this morning. Flat-out fatigued. Canceled my day and spent most of the time horizontal, falling in and out of sleep. Here it is, evening, and I feel like I haven't slept in weeks. I have to go to a triple-birthday celebration tonight. I am really looking forward to seeing all my friends. But it's taking every bit of energy just to sit up right now. I'm loading up on water, Emergen-C and the most potent Echinacea tincture on the planet [made with grain alcohol, garlic and cayenne pepper - if I didn't have a fever before, I certainly do now!]
:::post shower::: Sudden burst of energy ... must act now ... headed out the door. Gotta rush a bit - hitching a ride with Cheryl [one of the birthday gals!] Have a good night all. Peace and Laughter in the heart ::sigh::
"If you wanna know how deeply my soul goes...deeper than bone"
"I wanna take a hit of your scent cause it dips so deep into my soul."
~ Alana Davis