~ continued from above ~
After about an hour, I started to calm myself down when my phone rang! ::gasp:: It was my roommate. "Please tell me that was you at the front door earlier." It wasn't him. ::ACK:: He convinced me to call him - and keep calling - until he answered if that were to ever happen again. He will run over here (literally, the hospital is across the street). He reminded me that Hunny wouldn't let anyone get to me. I began to calm down. The winds are still strong and there are sounds that I don't recognize but I'm sure it's because I'm overly sensitive in this moment. Night time terror ... it's got to be the worst!
I thought the Friday Five would help clear my mind ::sigh:: I worked all day today so I missed my chance to get this in earlier. Ah well, here's hoping I'll get some sleep tonight!
1. List five things you'd like to accomplish by the end of the year.
Get at least one new daily doggie-client. Write one new song. Play a gig. Paint my bedroom walls. Solve my web-cam issues.
2. List five people you've lost contact with that you'd like to hear from again.
Donna (college mentor). Jay (ex-boyfriend). Dawn (college friend). Pam (first L.A. friend). Sister Virginia (first grade teacher).
3. List five things you'd like to learn how to do.
graphic design, teach yoga, surf/snowboard, speak Spanish, love unconditionally
4. List five things you'd do if you won the lottery (no limit).
Take care of friends and family. Pay off debt. Record a kick-ass album. Go on a crazy shopping spree at Best Buy and Fry's Electronics. Buy a home/land for me, all my friends, our kids and pets so we can live in community, be creative, do yoga and rescue stray animals.
5. List five things you do that help you relax.
write. yoga. talk with friends. walk my dog. play guitar/sing.